50 years of life reflection

Today it’s my birthday. And it’s not just any birthday – it’s my 50th and I feel amazing!

As I reflect on my 50 years of life, I can see just how blessed I have been. Yes, I’ve had my challenges (many of them in fact!), but they fade in comparison to the positive experiences in my life. In fact, the challenges helped to create positive change for me, so they count as a good thing!

I have dealt with low confidence and self esteem, depression, terrible relationships, being abused or cheated on, I’ve had my heart broken many times, and the list goes on. But every single one of those challenges led me to where I am today – living on a beautiful property surrounded by wildlife, with my wonderful husband (who happens to be the man of my dreams!) and our families, I am a volunteer wildlife carer, I am a Manifestation and Transformation Coach and Energy Practitioner, I can talk to dead people, I can do psychic stuff, and as I reflected, I also realised how incredibly talented I am at manifesting what I want! Ha! My life is AMAZEBALLS!!!

I’ve manifested so much stuff, such as boyfriends, chocolate, my dream home, my husband (gosh I love that man!), a bottle of apple pie Baileys (that was manifested just yesterday, courtesy of my daughter who shares my birthday with me!), car parks, money, “surprises” from my guides, improved health, miniature statues of dragons (I will talk about this one in a moment), gifts from others, and the list goes on.

I think to myself, “I’d really like to have [insert item name here]”… then I let it go.

Within a short time, I either come across that exact thing, or it’s gifted to me – it’s incredible!

As for the dragon statue, I’ve been wanting a dragon statue for no other reason than “just because”. I thought about it, then I let it go.

My daughter and I were out shopping yesterday and we stopped by a crystal shop and we bought a bunch of crystals to put inside some terrariums we are making, and the lady serving us popped a little dragon into the bag as a free gift! Yay!

So… am I exactly where I wanted to be by the time I turned 50? Nope, but I’m working on it! Every day I am taking a step to get me closer to my goal of living my true life purpose, which is to help others create a life that they love! This is what truly brings me joy and it’s hopefully what I’ll be doing for another 50 years!

HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE! <3